The wine in his hand was finished, only to see him suddenly raise his hand with a ‘bang’, smashing the bottle heavily on the window. The sound was loud, the bottle shattered, and the shards flew over and scratched his face, he didn’t even blink.
Ziggy was so shocked that she covered her mouth and stood still in shock.
In the next instant, he only saw him stand up and open the wine cabinet on one side, his appearance grayed to the extreme. Zi Ge couldn’t care less about anything else, rushed up, then grabbed his hand, “Lan Yu Feng, you can’t drink anymore!”
His eyes were fishy red like fire, laced with heavy hurt.
When she saw Zi Ge at this moment, her eyes rolled over and flared up with a prevalent anger, “Get out!”
This kind of him made Zi Ge’s heart tremble, but, more than that, it was heartache. She obstinately grabbed his hand, her eyes were full of heartache, “I’m not leaving. Your face is bleeding …”
“Meng Zige, do you believe that I will kill you?” Lan Yu Feng gritted his teeth, that sharp and ferocious eyes, as if he really couldn’t eat Zige alive on this.
He hates himself …
Hates her for hurting his wife …
Ziggy sucked in a cool breath and stared at his face, which was nearly twisted from anger and even hatred, even as her heart trembled.
After a long moment of contemplation, she literally let go of him and walked away.
Lan Yu Feng stared at that back, his eyes becoming more and more gray. Thinking, she was scared by herself and fled, but, unexpectedly, she turned around and circled into the restroom.
When he came out, he only saw him re-sitting on the sofa, with an indescribably stern look. This kind of Lan Yu Feng, evening let Yin heart some fear, but, but was drowned by that wipe of indescribable heartache. Gripping the clean towel taken out from the restroom, she took a deep breath and walked to him, “I’ll help you clean the wound on your face …”
Lan Yu Feng didn’t say anything, just stared at her face with his eyes. The color of his eyes was silent and deep, as if he wanted to penetrate her and see another person. Left Unwheeled again.
Ziggy’s heart screwed up.
She knows …
He’s just looking at his wife through his own face …
She has no business caring, no business counting …
Taking a deep breath, she gently wiped the wound for him, her movements careful for fear of hurting him. Waiting for the blood to be wiped away, her wrist was suddenly clasped by him, he had a lot of strength, and all of a sudden, it was as if he was going to crush Zi Ge’s wrist.
“It hurts … Lan Yu Feng, let go …” Zi Ge was in cold sweat from the pain. The wrist he was holding was exactly where he bumped on the day of the car accident, the wound had only just healed, and by this pinch the wound cracked at once.
“Pain? Can your pain reach her?” The bottom of Lan Yu Feng’s eyes were thick with accusation.
Ziggy dropped her eyelashes in guilt, “I’m sorry, I didn’t think things would turn out like this …”
Looking at her self-condemnation, Lan Yu Feng’s deep eyes shifted. In the next instant, with a sudden push, he buckled Zi Ge’s entire body onto his lap. The hot air came, Zi Ge was startled for a moment and was about to exhale, but the next instant, his strong and ferocious kiss swallowed up all of her exclamations of surprise.
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Tears seeped out of Zige’s eyes all of a sudden. Did he think of himself as Zhuo Yunruo again? But, she wasn’t! She was Meng Zige!
Heart, kissed with astringent pain …
Tears, slipping to the lips touching each other, but heard a fragile murmur from him, “Zige …”
Those two words made Ziggy’s entire body freeze, her heart fluttering, hardly daring to believe it.
Could it be, was it his own fault?
“What did you … just call yourself?” Trying to figure it out, Ziggy stepped back a bit and looked at him incredulously.
But he refused to leave her, holding the back of her head with one hand, his domineering kisses covered up again. She shuddered and heard his lips against hers, murmuring, “Meng Zige, don’t you dare reject me … learn to respond to me!”
He … did not think of himself as Zhuo Yunruo …
Tears welled up in the corners of her eyes all of a sudden, and Zi Ge couldn’t think of anything else, her arms tentatively wrapped around his neck, carefully, rawly responding to his kisses.
She couldn’t rationalize what she was feeling at the moment, only that she wanted to comfort him, to make him well …
The kiss, from its initial domineering and roughness, gradually became intense and lingering.
Such a feeling had been there a few years ago, but, at that time, she was not yet sober and had long forgotten it. At the moment, she was so nervous that her hands were curled around his shoulders, a little at a loss for words.
Lan Yu Feng pressed her onto the sofa, panting heavily. Zi Ge thought he would make further moves, but instead, he just rolled over, embraced her tightly, and closed his eyes.
Zige breathed a sigh of relief, but, again, she couldn’t tell why the lost emotion in her heart.
His lips, which were pressed against her ear, and his burning breath brushed against it, made Ziggy’s heart beat violently.
“Lan Yu Feng?” She called out to him tentatively, her voice so delicate and soft that she surprised even herself because of the loving kiss she had just shared.
“Uh-huh.” His voice was dark, his breathing a little heavy, his tone as heavy as ever, “Sleep with me for a while, I have a headache …”
For a moment, there seemed to be none of the vitriol and hatred that had just been directed at Zige.
Zige’s heart ached for him. Reaching out, she pressed his temples for him while saying, “You drank too much wine, of course you have a headache.”
Lan Yu Feng embraced her more tightly all of a sudden and suddenly spoke in a low voice, “You stay.”
The tone, soft as a retention.
“What?” Ziggy shuddered inwardly.
Lan Yu Feng opened his eyes to look at her and saw that her eyes looking at him had a vague hint of expectation. His eyes shifted slightly, and in the end he just said, “It’s nothing.”
“Oh …” he said so, Zi Ge will no longer ask, just lightly responded, but in his heart there is a kind of indescribable loss. Lan Yu Feng, however, suddenly reached out and grabbed her hand that was massaging for him, sank his eyes to look at her, rolled over, pushed her hand down on top of her head, and kissed her lips again.
In the middle of the night wanting a man to be embraced by him, the two of them actually fell asleep on the sofa just like that. Once asleep, they slept until dinner time, the housekeeper came up to knock on the door, and no one answered. Seeing that the door was open a crack, he pushed it open and went in.
Zi Ge woke up at this moment, and when she saw the housekeeper in a daze, she froze for a moment. As soon as the housekeeper saw them embracing each other, he hurriedly looked away and apologized, “I’m sorry, ma’am. I’ll go out now.”
Zi Ge then realized how intimate she was with Lan Yu Feng, her face slightly reddened, and before she could explain anything, the housekeeper had already pulled open the door and hurried out.
The entire room, all of a sudden, fell into endless peace again. Zi Ge half sat up and looked at the man on her side with her eyes downcast, in the dim light, she couldn’t see too clearly, she could only feel the calmness of his breathing at the moment.
Is he dreaming now?
Dreaming … but don’t know if they have themselves …
Zige pursed her lips and quietly got up. Carrying a blanket from the bed, she gently covered him and gave him another look before gently closing the door and walking out of the room.
Down in on the sand. I straightened my hair and changed into clean clothes before going downstairs, only to see that the little guy was squatting on the ground playing with the train that Su Xi had sent him. Zi Ge remembered Zhuo Yunruo’s matter, his heart tightened, somewhat ashamed of the child.
“Mommy, Grandpa Butler says it’s time for dinner.” Hearing the commotion, Little Douzi raised his little face. Zige tried very, very hard to squeeze out a small smile towards the child, walked over, and embraced him in her arms, “Well, is our little douzi hungry?”
I’m sorry … little bean …
She sighed out lowly in her heart, unable to imagine what kind of blow Little Bean would be one day if he knew the truth. Would he hate himself too?
“Mommy, what’s wrong with you?” Little Douzi seemed to have sensed that something was wrong, and instead of playing with his toys, he raised his little face and looked at her for a split second.
Zige greedily caressed the child’s small face, “Little Douzi, Mommy will never leave you again, okay?”
As long as Lan Yu Feng didn’t find a new girlfriend, as long as this family still needs her, then the mission that originally belonged to Zhuo Yunruo, he will bear it all for her. Even if, is her last compensation …
Though, such compensation doesn’t do anything at all.
“Of course!” Little Bean cracked a smile and hugged her firmly, smiling innocently, “Mommy don’t ever leave Little Bean behind again.”
Zige’s heart sank as she held the child close.
“Madam, it’s time to eat.” The housekeeper had dinner set up before coming in to call them mother and son.
“Oh, okay, right away.” Ziggy let go of the little bean then.
“Shall we go upstairs and call the gentleman?” The butler asked.
“No need, let him sleep a little longer.” Zi Ge shook her head, and her voice was a little gentler at the mention of Lan Yu Feng.
The butler then said nothing more.
At night, after Little Douzi took a bath and went to bed, Zi Ge was still watching TV in the hall downstairs. Once again, looking up at Lan Yu Feng’s room, there, still no movement.
Everyone’s asleep and she’s the only one still sitting here.
She hugged her pillow and hunkered down on the couch, unable to stop her mind from remembering that kiss this afternoon, and their embrace. Until this moment, it still felt a little surreal.
She didn’t expect too much from him.
The suicide of his wife had obviously hit him too hard, so finding solace and a lifesaver was his instinct at the moment. Zi Ge would not be foolish enough to ask him what it all meant, she did not want to make a fool of herself …
Cell phone, at first ringing, the voice in the dark night seems unusually sharp. She hurriedly fished over and picked it up, it was the call that Xi Sujie hung over.
“Ziggy! Ziggy!” She called sharply from over there.
“What’s wrong?” Zige asked while hurriedly covering her ears. Shouldn’t she be with Su Chen at this moment?
“Look at the Mandarin Entertainment Channel!” Suje yelled in a high pitched voice.
“Entertainment news?” Ziggy bristled, but went and got the remote to change the channel, “You know I don’t have much interest in entertainment news.”
“Ke Hengjun is back in the country! Look quickly!”
With a shout from Su Jie, Zige had changed the station to Mandarin Entertainment. When she heard those three words, she had a momentary daze that was like a dream.
The eyes, falling on the TV, a more than familiar figure appeared on the screen.
He is, as usual, the same guy. Wherever he appeared, he brought a ray of sunshine to wherever he was. After so many years, his smile was still radiant, as warm as the sun. Only, she could tell at a glance that the eyes that were as clean as crystal back then were not as crystalline as they were back then.
The complexity of a heavy heart rubbed into the bottom of his eyes, adding a bit of charming melancholy to this arrogant and arrogant superstar.