At the beginning of junior year, Edward had already left.
Maybe this was the only news that Susan knew ahead of others.
When Keisey went back to the dormitory carrying packs of luggage, she was really taken aback by Susan in front of the window.
Wearing shoulder-length hair and with half-smoked cigarette burning between the fingers, the view of Susan’s back looked not frivolous like others in society.
Keisey could see that she was lonely.
Susan saw that her roommate was coming back, turned around and smiled, “You came so early.”
“Susan,” Keisey looked at her and felt distressed for her, “it’s not a big deal. Let him go. We can still live heartlessly, can’t we?”
Susan felt a pain in her heart when she heard the name.
The usual twittering dormitory was no longer noisy. Susan exhaled a mouthful of smoke and smiled at the corners of her mouth, “I will be fine.”
Sometimes at night, and sometimes for no reason, Susan would feel a strange itch in her vagina.
Even when sleeping soundly, Susan would wake up, clearly feel and endure such a kind of feeling.
She wanted to slap herself for many times and severely scold herself for missing him.
“Why can’t you forget him? Why can’t you even control your own body rather than miss him?” Susan said to herself.
It seemed that she could hear a voice.
“Susan…”
She was stiff and trembling all over. She looked around as if the voice was in front of her, but it was so dark all around that she could not see anything.
“Let’s make it up, shall we?” Edward’s message jumped out of her phone, but Susan could not open the phone. She wanted to reply him, so she desperately used the phone, but her body began to fall infinitely.
Then she woke up with a start.
As the sunshine fell into the dormitory, she began to be conscious. When she looked at her cell phone, she thought it was impossible to receive his message.
She had blocked and deleted all of Edward’s contact information.
Walking on campus, instead of wandering around as before, she walked fast with her head slightly down.
Where hadn’t they been?
There was her favorite sauced meat shop downstairs in her dormitory. They once walked around the Green Lake hand in hand in the past. Edward had stepped on the stairs of the teaching building and slept on the desk.
There were memories of him everywhere. Susan had no choice but to accept.
In the second semester of her junior year, Susan could apply for an internship in advance. She decided to do so, so she just read books every day, finished the required courses with her junior students, and then finished the required courses with senior students.
Finally, nearly a year after Edward left, she left school ahead of schedule.
Although she no longer paid attention to things related to e-sports and had deleted her favorite game from the computer, the voices about games and competitions got louder and louder around.
Only within a short period of one year, Night’s name became famous in China’s League of Legends.
People liked to talk about him. He had more and more fans. Unlike previous professional players, Night didn’t have sex scandal. He always worked hard quietly in the arena, and kept away from all affairs.
Susan occasionally heard someone talk about him and saw him and his team on microblog.
However, the painful experience had passed after all. No matter how deep and painful it was, it would finally become an itch after years.
Two people who once loved each other can only move on alone after disturbances.
Susan’s company was originally in the local city but it was bought by another big city in Shanghai at the end of her internship. So Susan’s company was changed unaccountably, in fact, just the name of the company was changed.