He looked down at me in utter amusement, “What’s got you all shy now?” He teased making a pouty face. I let out a hearty laugh and kissed his pout away, “Again,, real restaurant!! Not pornhub set!!” I gave Ariana a deathly glare who was busy smirking at my humiliation.
“Why do you always pop out of nowhere when we’re together??” Sebastian asked half joking, half seriously.
Her smirk didn’t faze, “I don’t want my sister being fucked in public, take it in a bedroom!” She said turning my face beet red now.
“Oh where is the fun in breaking the bed? The risk of getting caught is such a turn on” he answered back making my insides melt in lust and my face must be resembling the emoji with smoke coming out of it’s ears.
“You two are unbelievable!! Get lost” I said lamely and walked back inside my kitchen. I was stopped in the middle by a callous hand firmly wrapped on my wrist. I looked back at Sebastian who was busy grinning his life out, “I could smell your arousal” he teased and pulled me into him. I crashed on his chest, my hands pressed firmly against his chest while he wrapped his arms around my waist.
I looked up seductively, “Who said I was aroused because of you?” I mocked him. His grin immediately fell and growled loudly, I threw my head back and let out a belly laugh, “Don’t worry, puppy. I only have eyes for you” I said making him looked shocked at me, “Puppy? PUPPY?? Did you just call a lycan a fucking puppy??” He said in disbelief.
“Ain’t you one little puppy??” I cooed him and tapped his chest. He let out a snort, “Fantastic.. from puppy to little puppy.. how many blows will my ego get?” He said looking annoyed but with a small pout. I awed him mentally, my puppy.
He kissed my nose and looked intently in my eyes, “For you I could be anyone you want” he said meaning every word, I smiled back at him lovingly and caressed his cheeks, “I just want you to be the jealous brute that you are” I said and pecked his lips lightly. I put my head against his chest with my arms wrapped around his waist, I could hear the erratic beating of my man’s heart. He wrapped his arms around me, “Let me take you out for a date” he said making me smile shyly, I rubbed my face in his chest.
“Okay” I said looking up at him. He grinned and smashed his lips on mine. I would see fireworks, hear them, feel them. My world felt complete, I finally have the missing piece, my lover, my puppy, Sebastian.
Third person’s POV
The screams echoed throughout the hall way of the hospital. Everyone held their breath as their Luna was bringing another life into the world. All the pack members could feel the pain their Luna was going through, it was just a million times duller. Their fear for both the lives were increasing every passing second, the Luna had been in labour for 10 hours now.
Streaks of tears ran down her face and sweat had coated her entire body and face. Clutching the bed handles she cried out for the nth time, “Push Luna!! Pushh. The baby is almost out” the nurse encouraged tapping off the sweat on her forehead. This seemed to have fortified her will, she let out one last shout of agony as she pushed with all her mighty. Feeling exhausted beyond belief she passed out but no before hearing a mournful cry.
When the luna woke up hours later, the first thing she saw was her mother and father sitting beside her bed, crying softly. She furrowed her brows, “Mom, dad?” She said hoarsely. The parents snapped their attention to their daughter who looked feeble, the mother brought a cool glass of water near her daughter’s mouth, she drank away greedily. The father couldn’t take looking at her daughter so he left the room sobbing softly. The Luna’s heart started to pound in fear, “M-my chi-ld? W-he-re is h-e?” She asked, her heart monitor began beeping loudly. She started panicking, “My ba-baby!! WHERE IS MY CHILD!!!” She yelled out. Her mother started to wail trying to calm her daughter down.
She wrapped her arms around her daughter to stop her from thrashing, “I am sorry baby. I am so sorry!! I am sorry!” The mother cried out. The Luna was frozen in fear, for a few seconds her heart stopped beating. Her body started shaking in consternation, she looked wide eyed to her mother and gave out an uneasy laugh, “Wh-what are you ta-talking about?? Haha…. Mom i-it’s not funny! Whe-where is my child??” She asked her mother who began crying, she spoke her head, “I am sorry love. It was a still born” the mother said with great difficulty.
The Luna started to thrash around, “NO NO NO NO NO!!! YOU’RE LYING!! MY CHILD IS NOT DEAD!! NOT THIS TIME” She yelled and pointed an accusing finger at her mother, “You’re lying!! Bring my child!! I WANT MY CHILD!!” She cried hysterically.
“Janine, baby! I am so sorry. I am so sorry!” Briana pulled Janine in a hug. Janine wailed for her loss, for the loss of her baby again.
The lungs felt clogged, it became difficult to retain air in her lungs, every cell in her body had given up. Her mind was a jumble, still not able to conjure that she had lost her baby once again, the baby was the only thing that made her smile. But now she didn’t even have that luxury, her only reason to live was taken away. Snatched away from her fingers and she couldn’t do anything but watch as the goddess took away her baby. Being too overwhelmed with her emotions she passed out in her mother’s arms.
Janine’s POV
Void. The only word that could describe how I felt. Five days back I was over the moon at the thought of having my baby cardling in my arms. How foreboding can one be? All the torture I have been through, don’t I deserve the happiness of having a baby. Even my wolf has given up, the only person who ‘would’ be there till the very end. I can’t feel her anymore, she is in the deepest part of her cave. She isolated herself, I don’t know how neither do I care. Not anymore.
Stepping out of the car with the help of my mother I made my way towards the alpha house. I looked emotionlessly ahead of me, I didn’t meet any of my pack members’ eyes, I am done seeing pity in them. I could feel how sorry they were for my loss. And that’s what it is, My loss. Nobody’s but mine. I don’t want any sympathy from anyone. Sighing I went to my room, “Leave me alone mom” I said robotically. Without hearing her response in had closed the door, not knowing how to distract myself I decided to take a long bath.
I put all sorts of relaxing essential oils in the warm water and mixed it. Once naked, I sat myself in the tub. Throwing my head back, all the events that ruined my life came crashing back to me. I looked at the mirror perpendicular to the tub, I chuckled darkly. Even with ‘her’ gone, nothing of her is really gone.
Nora. That sister of mine. She was like the bone stuck in my throat and I was happy to have eliminated her. She was just a burden and a reminder of who she really was. We couldn’t tell her the truth because if we did she’d know the really reason why we treated her how we treated her. And she would have happily accepted that, she would have been grateful for even being under the same roof as us. No that was the easy way out. We wanted her to feel the pain that we went through. I know whatever happened was not her fault in anyway but we needed some to blame and she being the clueless helpless baby she was she couldn’t do anything.
And now karma had bitten us badly, I wouldn’t say all the things we’ve been through is because of her karma but many more reasons. I ran my hands down my black hair and got up from the tub to look at my body, my plus size body. You must be confused. Let me walk you down all the things that happened since Nora’s death.