His eyes gaze at my breasts covered by my bra. Letting his hands free, I clamp one of them and place his palm on my right breast. His eyes darken and he struggles. “Touch me.” Is all I moan out urging him trying to push him to his limit.
He doesn’t heed so I fuck him. Hard. Placing my heels upon the bed allowing them to carry the weight of my body I bounce on his length making sure my ass smacks his flesh to please his ears. To excite him further. Looking deep into his eyes I tease him, slowly swirling my hips in a circular motion grabbing his jaw forcing him to look.
No Alpha male could ever give his female such control over him. It goes beyond their limits or what they stand for. Yet my male allows me to dominate him, allows me to lash out my Alpha hormones onto him. It doesn’t make him any lesser of a male, it makes him more of an Alpha. My Alpha.
His cage tears open as his large palms clamp each side of my hip. Now he has the control lifting my hips plunging deep hitting my good spot. Throwing my head back a loud groan of intense pleasure leaves my lips. He pounds into me with all his strength and I swallow it all.
The sound of his balls hitting the flesh of my core intensifies our fire making it spread all over our bodies and we give into it. With a growl, he gets up so our chests meet and his face rests right in front of mine. Cupping my breast removing the flesh from the holds of the bra, setting them free.
He takes a ripe bud into his mouth devouring it showing no mercy. My lips are at his neck licking and biting the mark I gave him. Every time my lips touch it a low hoarse moan leaves his throat, the mark bringing electrifying sparks.
The muscles of his bicep clamp around my stomach fingers gripping my side to secure me to him whilst his other hand is placed upon the bed to carry both our weights. Sucking on my breasts giving each a treat he moves into me at a slow pace.
This was him comforting me, the burning need encaged once more only allowing gentleness to ease my anxious soul. Soft thrusts combined with slow kisses to my lips. Our tongues make love along with us and our voices flow through the room hitting every wall bouncing back into our ears.
He controls the pace and I move my hips to it. My hands feast on his flesh teeth biting into his collarbone sucking on his skin making sure to leave a mark. Picking up the pace his face stuffed into my neck, moans muffled he nears his end and so do I.
His cock grows bigger within me ready to burst and I clench around him ready to take it in. With a loud growl, his knees cage my hips throwing my body backward landing on top of me he pumps his length hard and quick as he reaches his ecstasy spilling his seed all over me taking in the sight that always drives him mad whilst I ride mine wave after wave.
He watches my fluid leaking down my core and his eyes darken once more but then they move to his seed all over my body and the darkness disappears filled with a hint of disappointment and expectation. We never used condoms as Deimos was extremely good at controlling himself even when he is bound by the spell of our bond. A skill he mastered.
But lately, it seems we both have been thinking deeply of the same thing. A pup. A harsh sigh leaves his lips as he walks to the window tips of his fingers massaging the side of his head. I have ruined his sleep once more, haven’t I?
Silence consumes us as he stares far at a distance and I stare at his back. “I am sorry.” I whisper. I have kept him up like this for so many nights reducing his hours of rest he desperately needs.
He quickly turns to show the hint of anger in his eyes. “Stop apologizing to me, goddammit!” He says as I flinch to his tone. “You have done nothing wrong, mate. It is perhaps me who is doing so.”
Frowning I look at him confused with his words. “You haven’t done anyth-” I begin trying to ease the rising tension as he cuts me off.
“A pup.” Is all he says for me to sit up and look away from him. “You have been wanting one have you not? Haven’t we both?” He asks with a scoff. One meant to ridicule himself of his actions.
Clenching my mouth shut in fear of his decisions I don’t reveal my feelings. “But you do not want one.” I whisper.
“I never said that, Lumina.” He says tone strong and reprimanding protecting his truth. “I merely said it wasn’t the time and there is a reason I need to speak to you about.”
“Well, I am done with your reasons. All they show me is your disinterest.” I say. He does not speak and only gazes at me calmly.
We haven’t had this discussion, putting it off until we both healed. “That is not fair, Lumina.” He says as I finally look into his eyes.
“The world we live in is unfair, my male. The fact that I had to watch you bleed to end up in a coma. The fact that I am consumed by nightmares. The fact that the only good dreams I rarely possess are of-” I struggle to continue without giving way to hidden sobs. “Are of our pups and us. It is all unfair.”
His eyes gaze at the tiles upon the floor fists clenched, shaking. He is controlling his emotions again. He has been doing this a lot lately. Never speaking his mind in case his words might hurt me. He wishes to protect me after everything I have been through.
“I understand.” Two words leave his mouth just those two. I am not disappointed as I didn’t hold any expectations in the first place. I have him now. That is all I need. I asked the goddess for a miracle and she gifted me one. I have no right to ask for another.
He enters inside the bathroom preparing the tub for a warm bath filling it with the scent that helps calm both of us. It has become a routine for us, our way of bonding.
He takes care of me as I was a pup. Gentle as he can be, a new side to him an urge to protect what is his. He says it is something he has never felt before and has been growing to new heights since. I say once he holds his pup he will feel it more. A completely different feeling compared to what he possesses now.
My ears perk up to him striding back to me. Bending down he lifts me, holding me to his chest carrying me inside the bathroom and placing me in the tub. The warm water soothes my flesh and the scent soothes my mind.