“Deimos! I was just playing around with you!” I continue laughing, a laugh from within my belly as his confused eyes turn into one filled with a playful mischievous light.
Shifting closer to me looking into my eyes, his palm meets with the flesh of my ass. I gasp with surprise as he leans closer to my ear and whispers, “Bad girl.” I blush deeply, even though the inside of this stall is secluded his chosen method of punishment makes me burn from within.
“Do that again, I will make sure everyone can see and hear your punishment.” He says grabbing my hand walking out of the stall as I bite my lip and follow, a growing need filling my depths.
“Wait, I still want to get you something.” I tell him trying to get away from his hold.
“I don’t want anything, Lumina. I already have everything I need.” He says looking back at me.
He guides me into a restaurant for lunch and I cannot help but be in awe of the setting. There’s soft Italian music playing and the dim light suits perfectly as a romantic setting for all the couples seated.
We sit in the booth situated far and enclosed from the others providing utmost privacy. I noticed the curious eyes of the individuals present upon us especially on my male. He doesn’t seem to know it, yet he is often the center of attention.
It was the first time I had a meal with my mate at a restaurant and I didn’t hide my contentment. It was exciting that the dreams I dreamt of were all coming true. Even simple things like him holding my hand, him being protective over me, him paying for me though I could too.
“So which one?” Deimos asks me.
“Patience, my male.” I whisper.
“We have been here for ten minutes already, mate.” He says with a hint of teasing.
“Fine! Vanilla it is.” I say wetting my lips excited to devourer the soft-looking ice cream that seems to melt in one’s mouth.
He orders for me and quickly gives me the cone waiting for his. I sink my teeth into the gelato savoring the taste as my eyes scan all the couples at the carnival. I watch one particular couple who are eating gelato just like us. The female seems to have some cream on his face and the male gently wipes it off with his fingers.
I look back up at Deimos who is enjoying his cone, tapping away on his phone. I lift the cone to my face and push it against the side of my mouth. Clearing my throat giving him the perfect view of the spot I feign innocence. I feel playful today, perhaps because my heart is with joy.
I feel his eyes on me and I look towards him, “What? Why are you looking at me like that?” I ask him.
His lips tilt up in a knowing smirk. Bending down to my level his hot tongue slowly licks off the cream I put from the side of my mouth. My eyes widen and I look back at him. This male of mine always seems to be playing his own game never doing what I think would happen.
“What? Did you think I was like that male over there, to gently remove the cream you purposely put with my fingers?” He asks with a teasing smile and I quickly look down at my feet, cheeks burning hot. He saw, he knew. I smile up at him and he smiles back with gentle eyes.
Sudden music takes my attention from him. I look around and find some kind of a ride with horses. A lot of excited pups are screaming and running towards it. It circles in slow motion and the horses go up and down. I look up at and with one look Deimos understands and nods with a smile.
“Goddess look! Deimos, look at me. I am riding a horse! Are you looking?” I scream angling my head to look at him.
“I am looking, my female.” He chuckles whilst capturing photos of me on his phone.
“I want to ride this all day!” I say. It is so fun, the horse carries my body up and brings in down while everyone present on the ride is being rotated 360 degrees. This ride is called the carousel. I have never seen or knew something like this existed.
“Come down, Lumina. I shall give you something else to ride on.” He says with a teasing smirk. The females on the ride hear him with a gasp and the juveniles turn red blushing deep. The males clear their throat and look away while I hide my face in embarrassment leaving me no option but to leave the ride as soon as possible.
As the sun sets and the sky sleeps with the stars, Deimos and I walk hand in hand whilst the excitement calms down and silent peace takes over. I had a wonderful day. I scan my surroundings to see pups sleeping on their mother’s shoulders worn out by the day.
More families have gathered now, couples leaving. I think it’s best for us to leave as well. Sadness takes over me again as I see them, I bite my lower lip and look away. Perhaps someday.
“Lumina.” My male calls out to me gently. “Let’s go ride the Ferris wheel. You will love it.” He quickly pushes through the small crowd guiding us to the ride.
A male holds his palm out to for us to wait and as a small carriage parks into view he gives us a nod to enter whilst the glass doors slide open.
As soon as we are seated, the wheel moves slowly until the lights and people become small miniatures. “Wow.” I whisper keeping my palms upon the glass.
“Do you like it?” He asks and I smile nodding.
“I love it. Today has been perfect.” I whisper. There is tension illuminating from him. I feel it’s strength hitting my aura.
“My female.” He whispers shifting closer to me, grabbing my jaw to look at him as he bends down to capture my lips in his.
He takes it slow, savoring me softly. His palms holding my jaw thumb sliding across my cheekbone. As I open my eyes to look at him, his face masked with a frown, fingers trembling as he kisses me. This is a kiss of fear.
“Deim-” He doesn’t let me speak as he pushes his mouth deeper into mine. Our lips make love but his mind shatters. His body showing me his truth.
I push him away slowly, his eyes are closed and he shivers with clenched fists. I slowly lift my palms holding this face in my hands.
“Look at me.” I whisper and he opens his eyes looking straight into mine. “What’s wrong, my male?” I ask him, my tone soft as I am speaking to an afraid pup.
“If it’s pups you want, Lumina. I’ll give them to you. If it’s the world, I shall place it at your feet. If it’s my soul you need, take it. You can have it all. All of me. As long as you stay.” He whispers, the fear he had hidden well stepping into light.