Cobi’s p. o. v
I woke up with a very bad headache and turned to face the other side while blinking a few times to clear my blurry eyes.
Beca was sleeping next to me looking like an angel.
I groaned as I sat upright and looked at her carefully.
She was laying naked with a few red bruises on her body.
I quickly shook her in fear.
“Beca,” I called softly.
She opened her eyes and smiled.
“Morning.” She whispered in a husky voice as I breathed out in relief.
“Are you okay?” I asked on concern.
“Yes, why?” She asked then sat upright slowly.
Near her nipple were a few bite marks and on her neck were a lot of visible hickeys
“Fuck.” I whispered under my breath.
I couldn’t remember a thing. I looked around and noticed we were in a small bedroom.
“Whose room is this?” I asked.
“Mine. We are in my house.” She answered softly.
“Um… how did I get here?” I asked under my breath knowing fully well that she wasn’t going to like that I couldn’t remember shit.
“Well, we came here together, don’t you remember?” She asked with a frown.
“I do, it’s just that I have a very bad headache.” I lied then stood up naked from the bed and flinched.
My back was slightly aching, I glanced behind and noticed nail marks that had already healed, only a few bruises were showing.
“I’ll go take a bath.” I whispered then walked to the room ahead and opened it.
I sighed in relief when I saw a toilet at my right side and a shower at my left.
I quickly stepped in the shower and turned it on.
As cold water poured on my body, I closed my eyes and huffed loudly.
How the hell was I drunk?. Our kind had a strong immune system. We never easily got drunk. No matter how much we drunk, it was nearly impossible to get drunk. This was the second time I was waking up with a hangover. The first time I got drunk was when one of the warriors added wolfsbane in the beer.
But last night we drank normal beers.
After that I couldn’t remember a thing that had happened.
Did I have sex with Beca then pass out?.
“Ah, this is frustrating.” I whispered huskily then brushed my wet hair backward.
“Cobi,” Beca called softly.
I opened my eyes and turned to face the entrance. The door opened and she slowly entered.
“I’m sorry, but I was wondering if it’s okay to shower together.” She said softly.
I frowned for a second then smiled and nodded.
“Sure,” I answered.
She smiled back and quickly moved in front of me.
I looked at the side thinking of a way to walk out of the shower. As it was I couldn’t remember shit that had happened between us, what was I to say if she was to ask me questions that I couldn’t answer.
I needed to find a way to run from her.
She moved and grabbed a bottle of shampoo which was near the bottle of bubble bath on the floor.
“Here.” She whispered while opening it.
“Um….” I trailed off when I looked her in the eyes.
“Lean in.” She whispered.
“Okay,” I answered then leaned in.
She poured a little in my hair while laughing softly.
“Close your eyes.” She said as I complied without hesitation.
I heard the sound of the bottle being put down, then I felt her hands in my hair, gently massaging my scalp.
“I’m sorry.” She whispered.
“For what?” I asked feeling a little confused.
“My house and bedroom are small compared to your bedroom back at the pack. The bathroom is also small.” She said softly as I chuckled.
“It doesn’t matter, I actually find it comfortable for some reason. Maybe it’s because the whole place is filled with your amazing scent.” I answered honestly.
“Well, that’s so nice of you to say.” She said then kept quiet and continued to massage my scalp.
I relaxed and enjoyed her hands in my hair.
“Do you remember what happened last night?” She asked softly.
I opened my eyes and looked at her.
What was I to say?. Yes, I do. No, I don’t?.
“Cobi.” She called softly.
“I’m sorry, I don’t remember a thing.” I answered honestly.
“I see.” She whispered sadly.
“I’m sorry Beca, this is the first time that I have no memories of what happened. I had been drunk before, but that was because our beer had wolfsbane in it. This time I can’t understand how the hell I got drunk.” I answered honestly.
“Well, Rhoyda did add wolfsbane in your beers. You and Ken were busy dancing to the music playing in the office when she did. It was fun watching you lose control.” She said between laughter.
Damn that lady, why the hell would she do that.
I moved my hand and touched the side of her breast.
“This was my doing, wasn’t it?. I became violent with you while having sex, isn’t it?” I asked sadly.
She moved her hand and pressed it on my cheek.
“It was an amazing experience for me. Yesterday when I asked you to hold me, I was afraid that you would refuse. But you actually gave in and did.” She answered shocking me.
“I can’t believe this Beca, I hurt you and all you can say is that it was an amazing experience!” I exclaimed seriously.
“You didn’t hurt me Cobi, you just held me, and yes it was an amazing experience for me because it was. What do you want me to do lie?” She asked on top of her voice.
I sighed softly then pressed my forehead against hers.
“Our first time wasn’t supposed to be like that. At least not in my mind. I thought of how gentle I would be with you and how special I would make you feel. I wanted to treat you right because you mean everything to me.” I whispered.
She smiled then inhaled deeply and exhaled.
“Then how about you touch me now, the way that you wanted to?” She asked softly.
I was about to say no when she crushed her lips against mine.
I wanted to fight the urge I was feeling for her but I couldn’t.
Either way, I wasn’t going to let her be and so I decided to go with the flow.