Emily’s p. o. v
I was exhausted as I lay on my bed thinking about how everyone was treating me. It was still a little surprising how I was surrounded by a pack of werewolves. And the fact that I was mated to the alpha felt so unreal.
The door opened and Jason walked in. I wanted to giggle loudly and drool all over him. But I reminded myself how we first needed to settle in the pack. There was just no way I was going to make him excited.
He removed his shoes then got on the bed and lay down facing me.
“Is anything wrong?” He asked softly surprising me.
Well, I was trying to keep on smiling and doing my best when in truth I kind of missed home.
“No, I just stepped out a bit to help out with the kids. Beca was showing me my duties as luna. But then I got a little tired and decided to take a nap.” I answered softly.
“You really do love children huh?” He asked surprising me.
I swallowed hard and took in a deep breath. I had no idea how to respond to his question. I breathed out and tried to calm myself down. I was getting very nervous for some reason.
“Yes, I would love to have a family of my own.” I answered as I looked him in the eyes.
I was trying to figure him out even though I knew how impossible it was. Why was he asking me that from nowhere? What was he really thinking about?.
“Would you like to carry my pup?” He asked seriously.
I gasped loudly then sat upright quickly.
“What?” I asked in disbelief.
Something was definitely wrong with either him or my hearing. I seriously wasn’t in my right mind to hear such a thing.
He sat upright and touched my cheek gently.
“I would love it if we started a family. But don’t worry, I will wait for you to be ready. For now I just want to hold you.” He whispered softly.
My throat got dry and my heart instantly picked up. My cheeks were heating up as well.
I shyly lowered my gaze not knowing how to respond to his words. Deep down I really knew what I wanted. And that was to be embraced by him.
He pressed his hand on my cheek and made me look at him.
“I promise to be gentle.” He whispered as my heart flustered.
I gazed into his eyes for a few seconds then nodded.
There was no denying how I felt about him. Since the first day I walked into the mansion. I was attracted to him. And having him desire me was what I had longed for.
I patiently watched as he leaned in and captured my lips into a tender kiss while his hands went on the buttons of my blouse.
I tried to focus on the way his lips were slowly moving on my own. But sadly my mind was occupied with his hand which was on my blouse.
A soft sigh escaped my lips when he deepened the kiss and pulled off the blouse.
“Turn off that busy mind Emily. Just this once.” He whispered between the kiss.
I was about to respond when his cold hand went on my back making me gasp loudly.
I wrapped my hands around his shoulders and pulled him closer to me, closing the little space that was left between us.
He was what occupied my mind, be it day or night. If only he knew how much I thought of him.
I desperately wanted to feel his skin on my own and his hand caressing every part of my body.
He pulled back and smirked proudly while unhooking my bra.
“I know exactly what you want. Because I want the same thing.” He whispered huskily as he pulled off my bra.
I was about to ask him to touch me more if he understood what I wanted. But his finger on my lips made me swallow my words.
“Just entrust yourself to me. That’s all I ask of you.” He whispered while he leaned in and carefully pushed me flat on the bed. I widened my eyes in embarrassment when he pulled off my undies without warning.
When his lips went on my neck I closed my eyes and sighed in relief.
My nipples were erect and my pussy was throbbing for his fingers. He pressed his hand on my thigh while he nippled and bite small bites along my neck side. I bite my lower lip when he trailed his kisses around my collar bone and shifted his attention to my breast.
As he swirled his tongue around my nipple teasingly, I grabbed his hair roughly and moved my hips trying to get any form of friction.
He chuckled softly then took my nipple in his mouth. Slowly sucking and grazing it with his teeth. My mind was getting foggy and my heart was beating crazily. I wanted more of the pleasure that was building within me.
I was about to move my hand between us when he grabbed it and trapped it in his.
Before I could whine, his other hand slid between our bodies.
A single brush on my clit made me moan out loudly.
“More,” I whispered pleadingly.
All reasoning in my head was slowly fading away.
“As you wish.” He whispered back then rubbed my clit a few times before moving his fingers at my wetness.
When he thrust in a finger. A weird sound escaped my lips. He shifted his attention to my other breast and sucked it a bit roughly as he matched his rhythm with his thrusting finger. I grabbed his hair tighter as my voice grew louder.
He shortly added another finger making me bite my lower lip and hum in approval. It felt so amazing each time he slightly pulled back then thrust his fingers back in.
It was weird, yet pleasurable having this new kind of intrusion in my wetness. When he added a third finger and claimed my lips with his. I thrust my tongue in his mouth and sucked on his tongue as I moved my hips to meet each thrust of his fingers. My hands were in his hair, pulling roughly. His loud groans and growls were driving me insane and made me want to do more.
His free hand grabbed my neck roughly and pushed me backward.
I stared back at him in a daze while my loud breathing filled the room.
“I can’t fucking wait or prepare you well when I’m dying to be in you. I’m sorry.” He whispered softly.
I was about to pull him closer for a kiss when I felt his dick nudge my entrance.
“Kiss me,” I demanded in a whisper. I had heard from a few women how it felt the very first time. I wanted some sort of distraction. And his lips on mine was the perfect excuse.
He leaned in and crushed his lips on mine roughly. His hand was back on my breast, fondling them roughly.
I took in a sharp breath and slightly pulled back from the kiss when he slowly began to thrust in.
My arms were around his shoulder and my eyes locked with his.
The deeper he pushed the painful it became. I closed my eyes and bite my lower lip.
“I love you.” He whispered softly.
His words were those I had heard a lot. But at this moment they meant the world to me. I opened my eyes which were filled with forming tears and smiled at him.
“I love you too,” I said softly as I moved my hips forward to show him I was okay.
He leaned in and kissed me tenderly while he slowly began to move.
I kissed him back and continued to meet his thrusts.
When he picked up his pace, my eyes became blurry and all I could feel was the intense pleasure.
Even when his lips went at the side of my neck and his canine grazed there. All I felt was pleasure. A low cry escaped me when his teeth sunk into my skin.
I was more than ready to die in his arms. No matter how much it hurt.