I figured it out completely.
When he returned home from the farewell party that night, he found his eyes suddenly blurred. He knew that his eye disease came back again, but he chose not to tell me. He asked me to get off the car first, and then he went back and went to the hospital for examination.
After the examination, the doctor asked him to stay in the hospital for observation, so he didn’t go home overnight. But he lied to me that he went to the hotel. I also had a quarrel with him about it. Because he always refused to tell me which hotel he stayed in.
Later, the hospital asked him to be hospitalized, and he called me in order to dispel my suspicion. Then he returned home. But he couldn’t see, so he didn’t get out of the car, but asked Xuanlong Jiang to go upstairs to pack some supplies for him.
As for later, he was not sure whether his eyes would be recover. So he lied that he had gone to the United States, so he had time to treat his eyes.
Actually, I didn’t understand why he was hiding from me. His eyes are out of sight. I am the perfect one who should take care of him. But he thought it was a burden on me. So he chose to completely hide from me.
It is said that like birds in one grove are a husband and wife, but they each fly away at the end of their life. So since it is so, why they get together at the beginning.
I stood up, “We go home, I’ll take care of you until you recover. If you cannot recover all your life, I will be your eyes. We should brave it out.”
“Nala, you don’t have to do this.” Leon whispered, “I have never given you happiness, I have always been a burden on you, I don’t want to do this anymore.”
“Don’t talk nonsense, we are husband and wife, all things should be faced together. We go home.” I stood up and helped Leon up.
“OK.” Leon agreed,” but you can’t tell anyone about it. It must be kept secret. ”
“I know, you can rest assured, I won’t tell anyone.”
…
When we arrived at Maple Villa, it was already two in the morning.
After getting Leon settled, I called Sister Zhen and another servants to the living room. The two had fallen asleep, their mental state was not very good, and they were still a little nervous.
“Something happened, and my husband’s eye disease comes back temporarily. This news cannot be spread. If someone leak it out, the implications will be serious. Understand?”
Both them were surprised and nodded.
“But it shouldn’t be too strange, just live as usual, so we cannot raise doubts. Understand?”
The two nodded again. I said some other details and asked them to take a rest.
I went back upstairs, and Leon get up again. He came to study, groping for something on the shelf.
I walked over to help him, “What are you looking for?”
“Do you remember that I have some braille books? Where did they go? I have to find them out. Now I can’t see again. I can only read braille books in the future.”
I feel a little sad in my heart, “Fourth Brother, your eyes are only temporarily blind and will recover in the future. Don’t be pessimistic. You couldn’t see in the past, Isn’t it recover? Now medicine has improved a lot, so you can definitely get well again. You must not be pessimistic.”
“I’m not pessimistic, but there is the possibility of being blind for life. So I have to be mentally prepared. I can’t do anything. It is a good choice to reading braille books.”
He did not be defeated. But I know he must be disappointed.
Anyone suddenly lose sight, I thought it would be the end of the world. How unacceptable that the original multicolored world suddenly turned into darkness.
“Fourth Brother, let’s go to America. After that, I’ll take care of you and Alex, and you recuperate. No one knows us there, and we don’t have to hide. I can cook for you and read to you. What do you think of it?”
“Not good.” Leon disagreed.
“Why? Don’t you want to see our son with me?”
“If we go to America, that quite stressful for you to take care of Alex and me. And it will also bring huge mental stress to him if he knows that I can’t see. So I just only puts pressure on everyone and makes everyone unhappy. This is not what I want. If my eyes cannot get better within three months, I will find a remote place to live in seclusion, which will not affect others. Anyway, I also have enough money to support my life.”
Of course, what he said was not totally unreasonable. His point was that he was a strong man, and he can only protect and take care of others. If he lost his ability, he would not affect anyone, including me.
I understood an excellent person has such idea. I can’t convince him for a while. Because he needed some time to adjust himself to the situation.
But I really didn’t dislike his conditions. Even if he can’t see in his life, he still was an excellent person. As long as I became his eyes, he would not become a good-for-nothing. He was also a very useful man.
His talent in business would not disappear along with his invisible eyes. I firmly believed this point.
“Don’t think too much, go to bed, it’s too late.”
Leon smiled bitterly, “You go to bed first, I can’t sleep now. I can’t tell the difference between day and night, I still need time to adapt.”
“Come on. We still work and rest at the previous time. I wake you up In the morning and help you wash, and then I help you go to the gym. You need to live the same life as before, you are a normal person.
“Is it normal that you can’t see? Nala, you are confused. I am a crippled man now.”
“You are not! You are the omnipotent Fourth Brother. Your personal value is not because you can see, but your talent. So now although your eyes could not see, your still have your talent. You are not a good-for-nothing! I have said it many times, I am your eyes. I’ll see it for you what you can’t see and tell you, you can still play your role.”
Leon hugged me tightly, “Well, I listen to you. The rest of my life will depend on you.”
“I want to say something, don’t be angry .”
“What is it?” Leon asked me.
“Why are you blind, but I feel more safe? Am I too vicious?” I asked Leon.
“No kidding? Don’t you feel safe before? Why didn’t I give you a sense of security?”
“May It’s all my own illusion. Nan took care of you when you can see. I couldn’t be something equal to that time her and you together. But now I have the opportunity to take care of you, I will definitely take care of you much better than her. I’ll look after you until you get well completely.