A vast and ironclad chest covered my body. Because of my height, I looked up. This smell, Oh shit.
“R-Rad…” I stuttered so badly. When I saw how his jaw clenched… my chest throbbed. Just what the hell…
I heard the students sigh and whisper.
I know, right. This is the first time we have shown them we are this close. I mean, to show other people that Rad and I have something.
“You’re avoiding me.” He whispered loudly to me. His aura was dark. His thick and perfect eyebrows met.
Rad is the type, angry or laughing, invariably very handsome from any angle.
“Let me go!” I growled at him and violently pulled my arm into his grip.
I entered the school without hesitation! I didn’t look for Loisa because I knew they would follow.
Rad had never approached me before when we were here at school.
He wasn’t even in uniform! He hasn’t been in for a month. Maybe, because his cousin owns this school, he was able to be absent for so long.
I immediately saw Kurt coming to greet me and smiling when I entered. Maybe this gay has a new victim again.
I smiled at Kurt and forgot what had happened. I don’t want bad vibes this morning.
“Hello.” He kissed my cheek and hugged me simultaneously. Since then, we have greeted each other like that.
“Hi, babe!” My tone was soft. “Where are you going?” I ask.
The gay laughed. He leaned over me because he knew he was going to whisper something.
“Looking for big balls!” He whispered sharply to me. “Lots of handsome here emerge!” He added that his mouth was in my ear, whispering.
I would have laughed when Kurt suddenly fell to the floor. Fuck! Kurt’s lip was bleeding!
I looked at who had done it. “Damn! Rad! What have you done ?!” I yelled at him, touched Kurt’s face, and he was about to stand up.
“We didn’t do anything wrong. Why are you like that! ?” I growl at him. I turned to Kurt, who was already standing and wiping his lip.
“Kurt, I’m so sorry..”
“Okay. I think you have a misunderstanding. Talk about it first. All right, I’m leaving.” He told me.
Many are already looking at us and whispering. It was like we were in a scene!
I also saw Loisa and Cassy to one side, smiling like an idiot!
“Let’s talk…” he told me emphatically.
“And I’m not done with that boy, Frix. I’m not done with him. I’ll kick him out of here.” His cold, baritone voice made me shiver.
“Why did you do that? What’s wrong with you!?”
“He’s hitting on you!” He spat.
You are hitting your face! He is gay! Idiot!
I scoffed. “Shame on you, Rad! We’re at school! A lot of people are watching.” I said, and I turned my back on him, but then he gripped my wrist.
“Fuck, I don’t care! We’ll talk whether you don’t want to or want to!” I was stunned when he scooped me.
“Take me down! Take me down!”
“Shut up! Oh, fuck-” he muttered as I hit his face with a slap.
I never noticed that we were already here in his new car. He opened it and sat me down.
“Try to escape, you little girl. You won’t like what I do to you.” He threatened and slammed the door shut.
We were quiet in his car. I was angry with him. My emotions are mixed, so I can’t say what to say.
I was worried about Kurt. I should feel sorry for him. He drives seriously, and I saw the veins in his arms flex while maneuvering his car.
Only a sigh escaped the two of us.
“About your last message.” He broke the silence between us.
I don’t know where he will take me. Maybe we need to talk… to clarify some issues and what we are.
I just leaned against the window glass.
“Did you mean it? Nor do you know what happened, Frix. You didn’t let me explain.” He said to me when I didn’t answer.
I missed his voice, so I kept quiet instead of answering him.
Even walking in and inside the elevator, I said nothing. He tried to reach me, but I refused. I remained in the distance.
My heart started to rattle. I sat on the sofa, and I felt him following.
I was surprised when Rad squatted to me to level our vision.
“Let’s talk,” he said thoughtfully while looking, and I avoided h immediately.
“About what?”
I noticed that he was only wearing a white T-shirt and pants. His body was almost out of the shirt because of his masculinity.
“You saw the pictures.” He trailed out. I still don’t have the strength to pour out all my emotions.
“That was nothing. She’s a family friend.”
“I don’t know what to say….” At least I was able to speak.
I remember what Cassy told me.
“Let’s stop this, Rad.” Then he tried to reach my chin, but I took his hand away.
“What, Frixxie?” His eyes narrowed.
My vision became blurred because of my tears. “I don’t want this anymore.”
“Baby, please, we can talk about this. Ask me anything. Please tell me your thoughts, and I will listen.”
So, this is it, Frix. This is what you want to happen. You will be clear. I took a deep breath and gathered all my strength to look straight at him.
His arms wrapped around my tiny waist. He looked up at me, squatting while I sat on the sofa.
“I’m hurting,” I said in a low voice, as if we were the only two who could hear.
He licked his lips and nodded while looking at me. He was waiting for what I will say next.
“We start like this. We kissed…” I swallowed. “We make out and …. we … fucked.” My last word was a whisper. I saw the bitterness in his eyes when I said that.
He nodded while I wiped my tears. “But you have a lot of women. I’m afraid to ask you, but what are we? Because I know I’ll only get hurt because I’m just one of your women, right? Even though it hurts, I endured it though I looked like a fool.”
“I-I can’t… don’t want to; I’ve trained myself too much with you even though I know we’re not in a relationship. I don’t want to expect Rad. So while it’s still early, Let’s stop this.” I said. “I love you, Rad. I love you damn much, but I look like a martyr. It hurts me to see you have someone else.” I sobbed and shook. “I have to stop this.”
In a flash, he turned my neck and kissed me on my lips.
When it comes to love, you never know right and wrong. All you know is you are in love.