When I called out the name, I could feel his arms clearly stiff.
I didn’t care. I just felt cold. I subconsciously drilled into the man’s arms.
When I woke up again, it was almost light outside.
I sat up and rubbed my head. It seemed that my head was not dizzy, and the fever was gone.
I looked around.
The room was empty.
I got up and went to the bathroom. The door of the bathroom was ajar. I pushed it open. Although the light inside was off, I could see that there was no one inside.
I turned to the pool in the yard.
I realized that I was looking for someone.
I was looking for Sean.
I was disappointed to see him absent.
“No, I can’t.”
I shook my head desperately. I wanted to get things out of my head about him.
After all, I should have broken up with him.
I took my temperature and the fever was gone.
It was more than 5 o’clock in the morning. Breakfast hadn’t started yet. I took a bath and changed my clothes. I waited until half past seven.
As soon as I opened the door, I saw Sean standing at the door. He was tidying up his clothes.
When he saw me, he first froze and then blocked me up at the door of the room. He looked visibly unhappy.”Why do you get up?”
“I want to have breakfast.”
When I saw Sean, no matter how I pretended, my heart would thump.
Sean was very tall. He reached for the two doorframes and looked down at me.”June, you’re not recovered. If you go out for breakfast, are you going to give up the competition?”
We looked at each other. He looked at me intently, causing my heart to miss a beat.
I looked down.”No, I just want breakfast.”
“You can have breakfast in your room. I’ve had the chef make breakfast. It’ll be delivered later.”
Sean’s hands were still on the doorframe. He was not going to let me go.
I had no choice but to return to my room.
Sean came in, too.
I thought Sean was in a bad mood today. Although there was no extra expression on his face, I felt terrible.
I sat on the sofa and turned on the computer to find something to do. But as soon as I turned it on, he came to close my computer. He said coldly, “you can’t work now.”
“…”
I looked at his hand on the computer.
His hands were beautiful and slender.
But there was a skin at the end of his finger that was significantly lighter in color than elsewhere.
It seemed that he usually wore a ring here.
There should be a wedding ring in this position,
Because he wanted to see me, he took it off before he came.
I was a little upset and angry when I thought of it. I wanted to question him but I had nothing to do with Sean. Why did I question him?
I didn’t ask him at last.
Fortunately, at this time, the waiter brought breakfast.
It was breakfast for two.
Sean ate with me.
We sat face to face at the table and didn’t talk.
I couldn’t breathe because of the depressing atmosphere at breakfast.
I could feel that we were both angry.
I was angry that he was hiding from me that he was wearing a ring. What was he angry about?
I didn’t know.
When I was full but didn’t know how to break the silence, there was a knock at the door.
This time, the person outside didn’t say the reason.
Was it Linda?
The second the thought came to me, I got up and walked quickly to the door.
It was really Linda!
She had a small lunch box in her hand. She was just about to speak when she saw Sean sitting at the table behind me with breakfast on it. She froze for a moment and then said, “I was afraid you didn’t have breakfast. It seems that I think too much.”
With that, she wanted to leave.
I couldn’t’let her go!
I grabbed Linda.”I’m going to your room. I have a few questions for you. Is your computer in your room? Wait a second. I’ll go with you.”
“Um…”
“Wait for me. I can go with you with my cell phone!”
I didn’t want to be with Sean anymore.
I couldn’t stand the atmosphere. But I had to remind myself of my identity all the time.
But I thought Sean had been very good to me these days so I was a little overwhelmed.
I was afraid I was lost.
I wanted to stay away from him.
Linda stood at the door.
I rushed into the room and picked up my cell phone. I took a look at Sean who was still sitting on the table and still looked terrible. I said, “President Jessop, Linda and I are going out first. Please close the door for me when you go out.”
With that, I took Linda away.
We went to a small pavilion in the resort and sat down.
The pavilion was made of several pieces of wood. It was surrounded by white gauze. The breeze blew slowly, and the gauze curtain swung with the wind.
Linda asked me,” President Jessop is very kind to you. Why did you run away?”
“I can’t stand it.”
I dropped my eyelashes and felt bad.
“I think you are greedy.”Linda squinted at me with some envy in her eyes.”Our colleagues used to talk about President Jessop being handsome and rich. If someone marries him, she will be very happy. I didn’t think that was his charm at the time.”
I looked at her.
Linda paused and looked into the distance and continued, “but what he did two days ago when you were ill made me realize that he is a proud president outside, but when he is by your side, he is willing to take care of you like an ordinary man. He feeds you and advises you to take medicine.”
Yeah, I knew.
Of course I knew what Sean did.
So what?
I looked far away. There was only a blue sky and no clouds.
“But in addition to being an ordinary man in front of me and a superior president outside, he has a woman he cares about.”
I looked at Linda sadly.”Sean’s life is bound to be with a woman who killed my baby. If you were me, would you still like to be with him?”