Daniell heard my answer, opened his arms and held me in his arms, saying, “great.”
I heard him laughing like a child.
I was a little relaxed. I felt safe with him.
Although I knew I didn’t love Daniell, I felt comfortable with him.
That should be enough.
I loved Sean, but I was worried about gain and loss. That was not good.
Daniell sent me home first. I changed my clothes. He asked me to go out for dinner. I thought there were some vegetables in the fridge, so I said to him, “eat at home. I’ll cook for you.”
“Really?”
Daniell looked at me in disbelief.
I smiled and said, “don’t worry. I’m good at cooking. I will not poison you.”
“Even if you poison me, I will eat it,”Daniell said and followed me into the kitchen. He rolled up his shirt sleeve and asked me,”is there anything I can do for you?”
We made two dishes and a soup in the kitchen for more than an hour.
After dinner, Daniell offered to wash the dishes. I refused, but he held my hands in his hands and kissed them gently.”I want to be with you. I don’t want you to cook or wash dishes. I just want to love you.”
I blushed in a flash.
I didn’t know what to say, so I waved.”Then I won’t wash them.”
After that, I stood by and watched Daniell skillfully wash the dishes.
He didn’t leave until after 11 o’clock.
He took my passport when he left and said he would help me with my visa. It only took half a month.
That was to say, I could only stay in York for half a month.
I resigned the next day.
Sean disagreed, but I still packed up and didn’t go back.
I stayed at home these days and occasionally called Daisy.
Time went by day by day.
Two weeks later, Daniell told me that my visa was ready. He contacted a local company and started a new job. He could turn a tourist visa into a work visa directly.
At the same time, he bought two tickets in three days.
When I asked if he had told his parents, Daniell was silent for a while before saying, “I will tell them when we arrive.”
I advised him to tell his parents about it.
Daniell’s parents were good people. If they knew their son was going abroad, they would be worried.
And older people didn’t want to be separated from their children.
After I persuaded him, he just said, “I know.”
I knew he wouldn’t tell them.
The night Daniell called me, I heard a loud knock at home!
Sean.
I only thought of him!
“Open the door!”
Soon Sean’s voice came from the door. It was grumpy but I couldn’t hear it clearly. I knew he was drunk.
My mind told me never to open the door!
“Open the door!”
Sean’s voice was loud.
Because it was night and the house was empty, his voice was very clear to me.
I didn’t open the door, so he pressed the video call on the door.
The shrill bell rang throughout the room.
I had no choice but to pick up the video call. I said directly, “get out of here. I won’t open the door.”
If I opened the door, I would definitely sleep with him tonight.
Through the screen I saw Sean outside wearing only a white shirt. His buttons were undone and his hair was in a mess. His face was red as if he were cold.
It was March. If he came like this, he must be cold.
I was a little heartbroken to see him like this.
But I soon told myself not to be cheated by him.
I turned off the video call.
But soon the bell rang again, and I picked it up and pretended to be impatient and said, “President Jessop, what are you going to do! I’ll call the police if you do that again!”
“Wait! Hang on! I don’t knock and I don’t press. I just have something to tell you.”
Sean said.
His voice was obviously soft.
I rarely saw Sean like this.
I wanted to hang up but I stopped. I looked down and said, “say it.”
I would leave in a few days. I would never see him again.
This was the last time I listened to him.
I persuaded myself like this.
Sean stood at the door. He was staring at the videophone camera as if he was looking at me.
He said, “June, I’m crazy.”
“What?”
I didn’t understand.
“I know I can’t and shouldn’t like you.
But as long as I’m awake, my mind is full of you. I think I’m crazy. I know what I’m doing is wrong, but I still have to do it.
I know you’ll hate me if I buy your company and force you to be my assistant. But I can’t help it. When I am craziest, I even think I don’t mind if you hate me as long as you are by my side.”
The pixels of the video call were very high, so I could see Sean’s eyes and expression clearly.
There was love and remorse in his eyes.
I put my hand on the doorknob and even wanted to open the door for him.
I knew I couldn’t.
Sean hurt me and I gave him a chance. What could I do to repay Daniell?
I closed my eyes and said, “you don’t love me. You just love the feeling you can’t get.”
“No!”Sean immediately denied, “I used to think so. I know Daniell and you are going abroad, but I try not to interfere.”
His words made me gasp.
It turned out that he knew about it.
I didn’t speak. Sean gave a wry smile. He propped his hand on the wall.”Are you scared? I suffer a lot. I didn’t realize that I didn’t just want to own you until I knew that you had booked the ticket.”
“President Jessop, you’re drunk.”
I interrupted him.
I was sure he was drunk.
Because Sean was proud when he wasn’t drunk and couldn’t have said that.
Sean looked at the video call for a long time before he said, “stay here, June. I’m not going to marry Molly. I’ll send her to prison. As long as you stay, I’ll do whatever you say.”
I stared at the screen.
I didn’t know if Sean was lying, but it made my heart ache.
Sean could always easily disturb my mind.
I was silent for a long time. I convinced myself over and over in my mind, and then I said to Sean, “no, President Jessop. I used to love you, but I love the proud Sean. I don’t like this Sean who flatters me at my door.”
With that, I hung up.
At the same time, I turned on the undisturbed mode.