After hearing my words, Sean’s felt disgusted, but his hand moved from my neck to my chin, and he measured me with his black eyes as if he wanted to understand me thoroughly.
The atmosphere was horrible and quiet, and the air was full of the smell of alcohol.
After a long while, he made a sneer, “What do you want?”
At this time, I naively thought he trusted me, so I said, “I pressed my fingerprint on the wedding agreement. As long as you don’t get married with her again, I am yours.”
The man pushed me away and sat back in the driver’s seat, without a word.
However, he drove home, threw me into the bathtub filled with ice water, pulled my hair so hard and said to me, “Do you think I will believe what you said? Such a woman, just deserves to be a bitch around me.”
At that moment, I clearly realized he hates me so much that he won’t trust me.
I struggled in the water, but he didn’t care. At last, when I was about to drown, he pulled me out of the bathtub, and then had sex with me from the bathtub, to the windowsill, to the sofa, and finally to the bed. We tried countless positions…
I was covered with injuries originally, and then my lower body was swollen and painful, each rub would make me felt so painful that I cried for the stop. Even so, he did not stop.
Finally, I was in a coma.
When I woke up, I saw the white wall and the drip which was hanging on the wall.
At this time, I was sobered up.
When I thought of what I said and what I did yesterday, I felt ashamed.
I was in the hospital for three days.
During these three days, in addition to my injuries, I had to apply for medicine in a private place. Although no one asked me why I was hospitalized, I thought the nurses had known what happened from their expression in their eyes.
Sean Jessop never appeared until I discharged from the hospital after three days.
When I leave the hospital, I called Daisy at the first time.
Fortunately, this time she picked up the phone. After listening to my situation, she took a taxi to the hospital quickly, and took me into her worn-out house that is only 40 square meters.
Entering the house, I habitually moved out a place from a pile of clothes on the sofa and sit down.
Daisy took a small bench, sat next to me, lit a cigarette, and took two deep breaths before asking, “Say it, what happened?”
Although she asked me, her face showed that she had known everything.
I just have no one to talk to, so just tell her what happened in the past few days.
Daisy listened while smoking. When I finished, she ruthlessly put out cigarette butts in the ashtray at hand, then clapped a hand, “You finally learn to fight.”
“What?”
I thought Daisy would scold me.
When she complimented me, I didn’t respond for a while.
Daisy sat up straight, said as if she had a lot of experiences, “You shouldn’t rush to send yourself to Sean Jessop, but playing hard-to-get. Men will love you in his heart after having sex.”
Obviously, she wanted to let me continue to entwine with Sean.
But at the night before three days, even if I was drunk, I couldn’t forget the pain in my heart.”Forget it, I am really scared. He is a beast.”
“Forget it?”Daisy came over and sat on the pile of clothes. Her hand hooked my neck and she said, “How many years have you liked him? You used to cut and paste newspapers about him, however, now you are going to succeed but you want to give up.”
When I heard her words, I couldn’t help but go blank.
Yes, I used to dream all days and nights that I could meet Sean Jessop again and then marry him.
“I can stand behind you, like a shadow chasing light…”
The melodious mobile phone ring tones ring.
This is my phone.
I used this song for a long time. I remembered when I heard it at the first time, I almost cried.
As for me, Sean Jessop probably likes that light. I knew there was no happy ending of us, but I still worked so hard, wanting to be better and stronger, hoping that one day I can stand in the same class with him.
Then I could shake with him and introduce myself confidently.
When I took the phone out of my bag and saw the familiar numbers, I almost threw it away.